Bitter

Days aren't easy anymore. Funny how you just wanna turn back to the time when everything's going great? and that special someone keeps wanting to be with you? Not anymore. Now it is chain-smoking while we talk about our problems, looking at each other with tears in our eyes, yet ending the night with kisses and hugs.

I'm one of those girls who doesn't know what i'm doing, but i want to know everything will be worth it one day. I'm not amazing at one thing, just good at a lot of things, and that's all i'll ever be. I wish i could be different, but i live my life to the fullest anyway. All i truly need is love to keep me sane. Looking at the world like its a book, with pages being read everyday. I'm my own worst enemy and hardest critic. I knows i have flaws but i'm trying to accept them, even though i know i never fully will. More than anything, though, i just want to make a difference one day, and i want someone to remember my name.